Thankful For -

Lets start out with, Hi.. This is me Cykka Tron.. Or what ever works for you...On paper I'm a "White/Caucasian" citizens of America.. But in reality I have no idea what I am besides a human..

Now on with the blog!

This year I'm thankful for many things.. I'm thankful for so many people.. I'm thankful for my family no matter how crazy they are. I'm thankful for my wife because she's my best friend even when we fight.  I am thankful I am "white" on paper and that "my people" don't have to live with the history of pain that Natives and Blacks and even "Mexicans" live with. I'm thankful that my "white" history can't really be traced because it was drowned out by twists and lies. I am thankful I'll never know what it's like to be faced with racism daily. I am thankful that I recognize that I do have white privilege. I am thankful that I love my Native brothers and sisters and all POC. I am thankful I want to learn the history of this land and it's original inhabitants. I am thankful that I regret what we have done to our colored brothers and sisters. I am thankful I don't have to worry about whites running up calling me a "nigger", "chink", "spic" and other degrading words towards races.. I am thankful that I can be part of change that fights against these terms even though my "race" doesn't have to face these horrible slanderous words. I am thankful that I believe different then most people in my family. I am thankful that I believe that in all reality the American government should be ran by the First Americans and not a predominantly white system. I am thankful that I have made connections with so many people who feel the same way or just want change for the better via the internet. I am thankful for all those who read my blog. I am thankful that I don't have to suffer like those who live in the lower income parts of the cities, because I live in a rural area.. I am thankful that I can admit all these things. I am even thankful for those who take this the wrong way. I am thankful that I wish for peace and love and unity with all people. I am thankful that I want this blog to spark converse and maybe spark anger. I am thankful for those who are out on the battlegrounds I am thankful for those who are on the battlegrounds in our own country those promoting change and fighting for freedom.

Finally:

I am thankful I feel guilt for the wrong my people have done.

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So this is more important then that?...

Robin Williams, Sad, sad way to go out. He made millions laugh. He even made millions cry. He helped mold someones career. He was flat out, wonderful. But maybe that kid who was being bullied or had no friends over the summer were nice and wonderful too. Maybe somewhere in the world while people have
only been talking about this one sad event, multiple have happened? I am sure there were more people we could have mourned but we just didnt take time to think about it because they werent in the public eye(please excuse the run-on sentence). But rest assured these other human beings made someone laugh and made someone cry, and was flat out wonderful. So to those people and to Mr. Robin Willaims, the world will miss you all and lets have a drink when i get up there with you. Assuming there is an "Up There"...

ZTh3T3ch

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Facts?

The fact is we are all afraid. But, what are we afraid of? See, when you are a kid you think that when you get

older you wont have any fear. You get older and you realize you are just as afraid if not more so than when you were a little kid. The question still remains, what are we so afraid of? Every breath you take is one breath closer to death. Or should we look at it as one more breath to stay alive? Life's about questions. Maybe not finding the answers exactly, but just asking the question, whatever it may be. It is up to you to ask. Otherwise what are we doing? What is your worst fear? How can you conquer that fear? Because lets me honest, we should all face that bitch and kick it down a flight of fucking stairs. When you are out in public and people walking behind you start laughing. Do you think they are laughing at you? Most of us think this. But honestly, these people don't care about you or what you're doing or waring or what have you. My greatest fear is death. Not the dying part. But thinking that at some point I may not get to see or speak with my loved ones like I can right now. None of us know for certain that there is something after death. But I hope there is something. But the possibility that there is nothing but darkness is just fucking terrifying. I guess I will never get to face that fear. Well let's not say never because as you well know all of us have a D.O.D.


ZTh3T3ch

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