Monday, November 28, 2016

So not to long ago a good friend of mine passed away. Being a dude in my late 20's I guess I've started to realize my own mortality. I mean don't get me wrong, I never once thought I was immortal. Not even as a young child, death was a very real thing to me. My father died when I was a baby so I knew what 'death" was. It meant to me at the time "gone"; so of course I didn't want to be "gone".

But lately I've realized that life is fast and can be very short, people always have questions when you pass. So to answer them, "NO", "YES", "YES", "UP UP DOWN DOWN LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT A B START(and sometime select)."... In a serious note, I always thought I'd die before I was 45. Not sure why just never planned on living past that age. But now that I'm happily married I can see past that age. But I still fear the sudden stop of the clock.

But I learned from my friend before he passed something I never realized before. Always view as an adventure, a time you only get once. Always smile, or at least try to smile. Laugh, love, give, and expect nothing in return. Easier said or in this case typed, but I truly believe these are things one should try to live by now! I have so much to live for and so many people who I love.  But if I ever shall pass early, well what ever people define as early. I want those who are in my life, and those who aren't in it as much to know I love you all and well watch for the creepy haunting I'll be doing because why not? (if it's uhh possible that is to haunt people..)

I want the world to know that life is more then just work, it's living. We are put here to live to die, not to work to live. Be strong and see what we have around us. The magic is in every rain, every storm, every ray of sunshine has a spark of amazing memories hidden in it. From a simple walk in the woods to a night by a fire pit. These joint experiences will hold strong in the memories of those who experienced them with you!  Open your arms and eyes, hold your head up and make memories! Memories people can talk about when your gone, memories you can relive when they are no long with you! Memories!

Thursday, October 20, 2016

Well let's get started with this simple line of text, everything from this point on is theory. Nothing in this article is fact. Do not take this as fact, do not claim me as a source of proof.. 

The Idea.

So with the election coming up and the conflict with Russia seeming to be more and more in the media then ever before I have been thinking about a guy I read about John Titor.

John Titor claimed to be a "time traveler", but from my understanding he was more of a "dimension jumper".  For this to be true the multi-universe theory would have to be true. He claims he came from an alternate timeline from the year 3036 (I believe that's the date). In his time his United States became a power house who didn't have the best interest of freedom and it's people.

So a rebellion broke out, a civil war starts. 

From this civil war the rebels where born, they where fighting for the "people" against a corrupt government. Isn't this the age old tale of every nation everywhere at one point and time? Well here's where it gets interesting, in 2005 the war started the fighting broke out all over the nation, obviously this didn't happen in our timeline. But that's what is considered a variant, something that isn't the same.
So on with the tale, the United States was part of a thing called United Federation Empire. Could this be the "UN" of our timeline? I've noticed our military bases fly the UN flag now.

Here Comes The End

So as the story goes in 2015 Russia steps in. It uses tactical nukes and strikes key points destroying the "evil" empire. America has to rebuild and the rebels look at this as a helpful attack from Russia. Other things that where destroyed where the European Union, can anyone say the brexit of our time?
China was also destroyed, Russia became the biggest trade partner of the New America.

Could This Be Happening Now? 

With how Putin see's Hillary could this war be in our future? No citizen is truly happy with the choices we have for our commander and chief. With Wikileaks coming into the light of mainstream media and under attack because the truth must be silenced. Could this be it? Could the people start to rebel?
With Trump's stance could we become close to Russia, just to turn on them? Could Putin get sick of Trumps arrogance and come to the peoples aid?
I guess only time will tell.

Wednesday, October 5, 2016


We have all heard of Bigfoot in this small mountain town. But have any of you heard about the Curse Of Gold? The Gold Bar curse is a little known story in this day and age. The curse was put on the town by “Chief Sultan” of Sultan, Wa. Most in this town think that the noises they hear are just animals in the woods or the legendary bigfoot, but infact it’s something worse….
This monster has been called many things by the locals in Gold Bar such as “Skin Walker”, “Mishibizhiw”, and “Bigfoot” but infact another is to blame his name is “Larzgor”. Few have met this beast and lived. But I was lucky enough to meet one member of this community names “John” who informed me that he met this creature and lived. John went on to tell that since the experience he has a terrible time sleeping at night and has taken up drug use to forget about the memories. I begged him to tell me the story of his encounter, I ended up having to give him money for a “8ball” in trade for the story about his encounter. So with a slip of some cash and a needle full of heroin the story begins.
                                                          The Story Of Larzgor.
John was but a young boy maybe around the file3501334931345age of 13 when he met “Larzgor” as he so fondly calls him. He decided to go for a walk in the woods like a lot of people from Gold Bar do. He followed 1st Street all the way down and said he went onto some “private property”.
John insisted this was a normal occurrence in Gold Bar, and “private property” signs were meant for the cops not the locals. I nodded of course because who would want to disagree with a methed out hillbilly. His face was red with anger that I would even doubted such a thing. John insisted I dropped this notion of “privacy” and let him finish his story. So I let him continue with his encounter with this beast.
He told me he walked for half a mile before he started to hear things in the woods. He said it sounded as if it was coming from all sides. A horrible smell of rotten stale water and death soon followed, he insisted that water can go stale and that it stinks horribly. He told me that he felt as if he should of turned around but he kept going out of fear.
Then it appeared a beast like none he had seen before. He said it’s head was large and dog shaped but looked like something out of the sea. He claims it even spoke to him. He told me it spoke in tongues but soon he understood it word fofile0001173358771r word. It was saying, “Do not puff the dragon for the dragon she’ll never be caught”. I’m unsure what this could mean but he looked shaken when he repeated it too me.
I urged him eagerly to keep going, I must of frightened him because he soon fell silent. I then noticedfile000922417003 he nodded off so I took a line and put it under his nose.
I had to cut my interview short because when he awoke, he awoke in a furry. He began to swinging furniture around yelling, “Larzgor!! LARZGOR!!.” I made my way to my car with a new understanding of this town. I shall never shake this experience and I never want to.
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Sunday, October 2, 2016

This is my live commentary. Or well it was live, I mean I'm still alive just not live writing this.
 But I am writing this you know? Anyways here we go.

Monday, June 27, 2016

Worldlines and My New Understanding.

I got dragged into reading about John Titor and then Mad Man Marcum (Normal-ish time travel). So after a day and a half of reading and videos I have decided I believe in the idea of Multi Worlds...

Looking into these guys brought me to some weird sites and sub reddits. From sites like and I have gathered that there is more then likely a world like ours with divergent's. But that doesn't mean some worlds aren't completely different. There could be worlds with no Humans at all. That is the exciting thing about this. All possibilities could exist all at once.

Lets talk about "devergent's"

These divergent's could be as small as 0.00001 percent or infinity higher. The lower the divergent the closer it is to our worldline. Something like Y2k happening could be our difference and even though its probably only a 1% difference that would change everything in the future and the further you go the bigger the change appears to be.

So say in another worldline the trade towers didn't go down so we didn't go to war many lives where left untouched. But that also means many more people in our country and less money spent on war which would change the outcome of our future to such an unimaginable unknown. We could end up over populating or maybe one of the lives spared comes up with a great invention that then changes humanity forever.

The thing is we would never know, because the "we" that is reading this didn't get to see that outcome. So it will always be an unknown outcome.

That unknown outcome exists in another world in theory though. So let's say that world and many others exist but they are untouchable by our world(as of right now). So if we could rip through the wall that holds us in even for a slight second we could see into that world. This is where the idea of a KERR black hole comes into play. The idea is that this hole could send us to any of these divergent universes.


Kerr black hole is an uncharged black hole that rotates about a central axis. It is named after the New Zealand mathematician Roy Kerr who, in 1963, became the first person to solve the field equations of Einstein's general theory of relativity for a situation of this kind.

With CERN and microscopic black holes this could potentially start a new age of understanding. We may in our life time understand that we are not alone, well at least not in this big container that holds all these dimensions and worldlines.
Microscopic black holes
Another way of revealing extra dimensions would be through the production of “microscopic black holes”. What exactly we would detect would depend on the number of extra dimensions, the mass of the black hole, the size of the dimensions and the energy at which the black hole occurs. If micro black holes do appear in the collisions created by the LHC, they would disintegrate rapidly, in around 10-27 seconds. They would decay into Standard Model or supersymmetric particles, creating events containing an exceptional number of tracks in our detectors, which we would easily spot. Finding more on any of these subjects would open the door to yet unknown possibilities.
So this my beliefs after only a short time reading about these ideas and theory's. There is other worlds all around us like a paper fan's sides folded up, they exist but never touch... Yet..

Oh Reddit

Sunday, May 29, 2016

I don't usually blog about personal things but I feel as a way to memorialize an amazing friend and pet I'ma make an exception. 

This cat right here has been one awesome friend to me.

RIP MAY 30 2016

 We got her from paws over two years ago believing she was 8. Found out she was more like 16 with the help of our vet. She also had arthritis in her hips but that never stopped her. She was diagnosed with feline herpes and also has kidney failure but she has been one of the best cats I've ever been around.
She hasn't been doing so well these last couple of days. She cant really stand or walk on her own and has been having alot of accidents. We are praying she passes on her own and in a warm caring house. But if she's still like this on Tuesday she will be brought into Raintree Veterinary Center and have to have her put down.
It kills me inside as I wish we had more time with her. I wish we could of got her as a kitten and spent her hole amazing life with us. But I know she has had a great journey she out lived her former owner and has met many different creatures along her ride.
I love this cat and will miss her so much. ‪#‎DontForgetToLove‬ ‪#‎SaveAKitty‬.

If nothing else comes from this other then me getting to say something then so be it.

I hope this also brings awareness to people on some of the awesome and heart touching animals paws has to offer. Go save an animal and let it into your heart the joy it will bring can't be matched. 

Friday, May 13, 2016

The Sightings 2020
We were sent to Iraq on a peace mission, the war has been over for some time now about 5 years. Greggor was out of office, I guess he just couldn't handle the stress and hate of the American people. It didn't bother me much I wasn't much into politics, all I knew was I had my orders the UNSS (United Nations Secret Service) wanted my unit to "calm down" a small uprising. It was no big deal since we were all experienced soldiers. "Wake up Josh, we are almost there", I could always count on Jenkins waking me up in the middle of a dream. It was 9 am when we  arrived in this old abandoned field. We headed to the embassy to be briefed on the exact details of the mission. I soon realized something more was going on when a small girl ran up to the truck and looked as if she was losing the skin off her face. The men they seemed fine, I guess the things that they saw in "real" war made this seem like it was part of every day life. But it made me feel a little uneasy about this mission.

We finally got to the embassy, it was a small ragged looking building but I guess low key is a successful strategy. It wasn't the normal "embassy's" that the civilians would know about, in fact it was more like a  secret military facility. Embassy just always sounded better when speaking to the family about heading out. A man greated us at the gate,"Finally, we have been waiting for quite some time now for the UNSS to agree they needed to deploy a special unit like your's.". He was a older man didn't look like military personal, but none the less he was higher ranking and more knowledgeable then any man in the S.D.U.

"Well sir, we still have little information about why  the Special Disaster Unit would have to come for riot patrol?", The man just looked at me and with a smirk said, "This isn't a riot son. This is a eradication of  a town.." Be for he could finish I cut him off "Your telling me you have a quarantined area with living people, and you want me and my men to "eradicate" them?", I just stood their staring at Jenkins and Lur'Mar. The man just kept walking, so of course we followed. We entered the building and noticed it had no other rooms or windows. The man sat in the only chair in the room behind a dark desk and looked directly at me, "Not exactly living, but Commander don't miss interpret what I'm saying these bodies are still extremely dangerous." . I noticed on the desk it said "Dr. Walse". Lur'Mar quickly glanced at Jenkins and I, "So when are we leaving?". The Dr stared blankly into the wall and replied, "When the rest of your unit gets here.". We all started laughing, "Im sorry sir, but this is the hole unit we aren't considered "Special" for nothing sir."
The Dr told us to wait out side for the transporter. "Hey commander.", "yeah Lur'Mar?", "well I was thinking, what does he mean "NOT EXACTLY LIVING"?." I chuckled of course at the thought of  the phrase being said by one of my men. "Well Lur'Mar we aren't paid to think, are we now? Don't answer I don't want you to think about it again.". This loud rumbling sound came from the north, "The transport boys get your gear and be ready! I want to get this done as fast as possible."
"Doctor Walse. Hey Doc." The doctor replied with a quick, "yes?" .
"Have you heard from them yet? It's been three days.", "No, I knew the UN wouldn't take this as a real threat. John I think its type we leave and forget about this place.".
John looked confused, "But doctor the orders.", "Screw the ORDERS we need to think about are safety now, does it look like those men are coming back? The states don't care and no one can convince the UN this is a serious outbreak.". The doctor started to pack well John soaked the "embassy" in gas. "Its ready sir." and with a blaze John lit the place on fire. It was about 3 am be for they finally found a small private plan company.
The sign said "In the air we fly, in the seas we die." John couldn't stand the thought of this flight, but the the Dr. Walse convinced him it was the only way out. "Don't wanna be left in this god forsaken country when it happens do you?" John looked like he was about to puke "No sir, I just hate flying. What are we like fifty thousand feet up now?!".

"JENKINS GET DOWN!" I couldn't see much but I could see his sticker on his helm right where I tossed the T.A.D( Target Assault Droid.). Luckily for him it wasn't targeting heat. Lur'Mar was yelling through the hole in the wall,"Commander what are these things?!". None of us have ever had experience with a "Outbreak" of a highly reproductive parasite that the US was testing as the transport driver told me be for the little Explorer XV was ambushed. "Yo commander its been what 4 days an no sign of  back up? How much longer can we stay held up in this cabin?" I couldn't see the face but it was defiantly Jenkins, the little SOB was hiding in the bathroom again. "Jenkins, Lur'Mar, lets get out of here.." they both just looked at me like I was crazy. Lur'Mar jumped out from behind the tore up bedroom door, "Those gates out there are still live sir. The electric current is coming from a outside source we have no way to shut them off and no way to unlock the entrance we came in threw.. the keys where with that guy Rich the driver.".
The doctor was looking intently at the pilot of the plane. "Whats wrong doctor?", John seemed worried the doctor could tell. He quickly looked out the window and spoke quietly, "John don't panic, but remember 5 days ago?" , John replied with a quick "yes", "well john the man who escaped ground zero looked a lot like the pilot." John instantly started having a panic attack. The pilot looked back and saw the severity of the situation and announce he will would land the plan quick. The doctor looked irritated and relieved at the same time. They where landing in Egypt at a small air port out side of Mut.

John seemed to calm down now that he was off the plane, "Doctor it is him." John noticed the pilot had a small bite mark on his finger. "John this isn't going to end good." John nodded as they quickly left the airport. The pilot didn't want to chance driving back in the dark so he found a place in town to sleep. It was around 10 pm when the house keeper came to check on room 30 the room the pilot had rented out. "Aaaaah HELP HELP" the maid screamed, the man in the bed was dead. The maid quickly ran out to get the owner but when they returned he pilot was gone. The owner whose name tag read ja'hlum, just shrugged it off . It was no big deal to him they ran a shady hotel with a no ask policy. The pilot was out back by now stumbling around in the alley ways. No one really paid him to much attention he looked like another out of town drunk "visiting" for the wrong reasons.
Me and the guys decided it was time to make a break for it. We grabbed the last of are ammunition and head out in mid-day. We realized that those infected humans didn't like the sun much, and in this weather I could see why. "Jenkins blow the gate! Screw it if we draw them out where would they go we are in the middle of nowhere!", I wish I never said those words Jenkins got to close to the fence with the C4 and a spark spit off. "JENKINS Noooo." Lur'Mar started running towards him. All I could do was blame my self, but it wasn't the time for it. The noise had drawn the infected closer, they seem to get more irradiated when they hear loud noises. I yelled, "Lur'Mar, this is a direct order leave him and run. He's gone we can't save him at least he's not infected like the driver." Lur'Mar looked at me and shook it head, "This is all wrong it was just supposed to be a riot patrol.". We started running as fast as we could, we had no idea how far the next town was, or even what way to head.
Nightfall and all we could do was hide in the cliff sides. Their wasn't many infected in the town only about hundred. A hundred living rotting immortal beings, it just kept playing in my head over and over the first time I saw them I knew this wasn't natural. The skin was rotting, the bellies where bloated and the stench was worse then three day old egg salad left out in the sun. Lur'Mar was staring at the moon when he asked me, "How does this happen? How can they...those things be alive we filled half of them with a full clip."all I could tell him was I really don't know. "I think we should get some sleep we should be safe up here." Lur'Mar shook his head, "I don't think so commander what if they learn how to get up those rocks and over to us?" I just laughed. "Lur'mar let it be. Forget them for tonight you need some rest, I'll stay up and keep watch." Lur'Mar nodded, "okay sir."

"This was a horrible tragedy", Said president Lampson, "this was never ment to happen, we where supposed to just test this "idea" in small isolated area's and now we have reports of break outs in Egypt? And Dr.Walse and his assistant John Hermin is missing...What about are S.D.U.?. What are we doing about this Bill?".  Bill, a older gentlemen who had the military uniform but lacked the stance of a commanding officer, "well Jack, we have been through a lot … its been what 10 years since college?" President Lampson replied, "What does this have to do with the incident at hand?". Bill walked slowly over to the presidents side and whispered some thing in his ear. The president stood quickly, "What did you say Bill? This has to be a joke.", Bill turned around and walked towards the door, "Good bye my old friend.". As Bill shut the door a gun shot rang out through the halls. Secret service was there in a instant just to find Bill out side the presidents door dead from a self inflected gun shot wound.

The press was catching on by this time about the "virus" circulating through the middle east. President Jack Lampson was holding a press conference about the incident. "Sir Sir Mr. President Sir." all President Lampson had to do was tap the microphone a few times and they all seemed to quite down.   "I am here today to discuss the crisis in the middle east. I have heard many of the rumors circulating through are news papers none of which are true. We have only known about this "disease" since the first incident was reported in Egypt. We are sending help over to the middle east as we speak to bring them supplies and medicine.".  A loud young reporter named Roger blurted out, "So we have a vaccine? There are earlier reports we just learned about that happened in Iraq is this Chemical war far? Is Iran attacking?". The tension in the room was over whelming at this point. The President had no comment and was rushed out of the meeting a hurry.
Lampson was siting in the plane heading back to the bunker, " Poor Bill, I understand what he meant now by the plague... the people know to much. Im ruined and Bill knew it he knew we wouldn't make it through this one."
It was 3 am and the sun was rising already, it was already starting to warm up so I it was time to move. I went to wake  Lur'Mar but his body was cold, I knew what had happened I didn't want to accept it. I saw the marks on his arm, I must not of noticed them in the commotion or maybe I didn't want to. I saw what it did to the pilot, I saw how it made him into a monster after he died. I knew be for he "re-awoke" I had to end it he wouldn't want to turn into one of those things so I grabbed my 45. I was already half way down the cliff when I saw the X1 transporters, I was so excited all I could do was yell and scream, "I'm up here! I'm one of you!" . Luckily one of them must of saw me they stopped. I realized they weren't normal soldiers by the bio-hazard suits they had on, but I didn't care I just want out of this hell hole.

Thursday, April 28, 2016

   So last month we felt our house shake and rumble, me and my wife grabbed are pets and left in a hurry. We do this as practice and for safety as you never know what may cause a tsunami here in Grays Harbor. To our surprise that shake was not an earthquake according to experts but rather unconfirmed military exercises. You would think we as citizens have the right to know about testing but of course we don't so they will stay silent even though it happened in the middle of the day and many felt the shake all the way from Moclipse to West Port.

“We’re not saying the ground didn’t move. We’re saying that the ground only moved in such a small area that the energy is mainly being propagated in the air, not in the ground,” Vidale said about the initial report that there had been an earthquake. “Ground shaking from an earthquake with such intensity and duration would show up on many stations across the region.”
Vidale and Steele provided a recording of the boom at two stations close to Ocean Shores.
“My guess is the Navy was busy off shore, though the will never admit it (at least they haven’t in the past),” Steele said in an email, a reference to the periodic Naval warfare testing that has been ongoing off the Washington Coast.

   I'd of probably forgotten about that incident if it wasn't for last night. I was laying in bed watching TV and booom a rumble and my house rattled at about 12am. I instantly called my grandmother to see if she felt it, she said no but she was also half asleep listening to music. It was odd because again looking up info on earthquake sites brought up nothing. It seems the military base is testing again and from the looks of it maybe some new craft or sonic weapon.

  I'm just at a loss for answers right now, I feel a little less safe as the months go by. You don't expect these kind of experiences in little towns but this is where it seems to happen the most.

Anyone out on the wide web ever experience such a anomaly? If so I'd love to here about it.

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Tuesday, April 12, 2016

Saturday, April 2, 2016

So Im hoping to be able to make some beats and finish a ebook... Well I mean thats my goal so lets see how long it takes from this moment on. If you would like to help me finish this goal head to the shop or clothing link and buy some merch! Get something cool and help a dude out. Live onward friends.

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